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  • We read and respond to listener emails.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We talk with ISSTD clinician Valerie Sinason (UK) about "infantacidal attachment".

    The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE.

    The poem we referenced, which we wrote in 2020:

    In the last week,
    I watched my 5 year-old daughter's butterflies be born.
    They came home with us
    for quarantine,
    a gift of hope and peace
    while she herself is dying,
    while my children miss their friends
    and watch their sister fade away.

    The caterpillars crawled
    in the grime
    as they learned to spin,
    then hung themselves
    from the top of the cup.

    I know the feeling.

    The metaphor did not escape me,
    this therapeutic process
    of freeze
    where transformation is required -
    quarantined
    in a glass house
    hanging by a thread
    nothing the same as it was.

    Before the chrysalis
    there was a shedding of skin
    I recognized as a shedding of me.

    For all I have learned the last four years
    about integration,
    I thought the debate was between
    brownies
    and fruit salad,
    as if I would get to choose my last meal.

    But all of it was grime.

    So I pretended to grow wings
    while you locked me away.
    I wrapped myself in dissociation
    like a cocoon of worlds inside.

    I never invited you in here.

    No one warned me how sticky it was.

    I watched their backbone start to form
    like scales
    that fell away
    like therapy
    talking away.

    Therapy was taking away my dissociation
    while I fought to lock myself in it.

    If you have any heart at all,
    you want to reach out
    to reach in
    to touch
    to help them free the hardened shell.

    But you cannot.

    Because that wriggling work
    is what makes them strong
    is what sets them free
    is what makes me
    Me.

    And I know
    how cold and lonely it is in there,
    in here,
    where I am,
    where no one goes
    no one sees
    no one knows.

    You promise wings.
    You promise freedom.
    You promise flying free.

    But all I remember
    is the grime.
    And all I know
    is the crawling through filth.
    And all I see
    is that I have hung myself here
    vulnerably
    to be stared at
    and gawked at
    and not touched
    while I am frozen
    and cold
    and hanging here
    not who I was
    and not yet free.

    You say no parts left behind
    or lost
    or abandoned.

    But I see my shell laying there
    where I once crawled.

    And these wings
    still sticky
    don't feel like mine.

    And I can't yet fly.

    You flick at my net
    to show me that I can
    like a bird pushing its baby out of the nest
    and it hurts me
    betrays me
    stings me
    scares me.

    Except you don't push too hard
    and I feel you wait
    while I don't want to leave.

    I would rather hang myself
    there
    where being frozen
    has always kept me safe.

    I am uncomfortable
    with so many changes
    and didn't know
    I would come out
    looking so different
    than how I crawled in.

    I cling to the net
    because you taught me how to be grounded.

    And I have always known
    how to shelter-in-place.

    I can see the outside world
    where everyone else lives,
    but I don't at all like
    you sending me away
    to go live there.

    Because I do not know how to live.
    I know how to crawl.
    I know how to hang.

    It makes me angry at you
    (even though I am not)
    when you try to send me away
    from the place where I hung
    away from where my shadow still stays
    away from where my shell lies.

    I don't know if you understand
    that still feels like me
    and the cocoon still feels safer
    and the sun is still too bright for my eyes.

    I am drying out my wings
    and saying goodbye
    while you unzip my world
    to shoo me out
    so I can fly
    because you say
    I was meant for the sky.

    But all I remember
    is the grime
    and how to crawl.

    And I don't understand
    why you don't understand
    that I don't actually know how to fly.

    But what I do know
    more than you know I know
    is that there is no going back
    and that I am relieved
    to have the sticky washed off of me.

    (I know, I know.
    You never said I had to leave.
    But I can't stay here
    looking at the shell of me.)

    Emma Sunshaw, May 2020


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  • We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules.

    The referenced article is HERE.

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  • We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules.

    The “weeping camel” video is HERE.

    The referenced article is HERE.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules.

    The referenced article is HERE.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules.

    The referenced article is HERE.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules.

    The referenced article is HERE.

    You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, a lego group, movie groups, and social events. Additional zoom groups are optional, but only available by joining the groups. Join us!

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules.

    The referenced article is HERE.

    Social Media referenced (shared with consent):

    Kit - @squidont on TikTok

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  • We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules.

    The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE.

    The referenced article is HERE.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We share an update from therapy, about learning how memory time and now time connect through re-enactments… and start looking at Memory Time where the pain is.

    Note: This therapy session happened three days after the last session where we did the four questions that helped me see how Memory Time invades Now Time. I thought I was going in to my therapy session to talk about the hard conversations in Now Time, and my therapist helped me see roots of where Memory Time invades - which ultimately was a bridge that leads directly to the disorganized attachment pieces we will share starting next week. Also, the song at the end of this episode was the LGBTQIA+ PRIDE theme last summer, because so many of us feel isolated from family and caregivers simply because of who we are. It was fun and peppy, hiding the big feelings in the lyrics - like a song in drag. I slowed it down and added the sad tone to emphasize congruence between music and lyrics. It is not meant to be literal.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We explain attachment wounds.

    The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We share how our therapist walked us through the “hidden agenda” of re-enactment that shows up as attachment drama in relationships.

    Four Reflections:

    1. Three positive relationship characteristics from relationships in my childhood

    2. Three negative relationship characteristics from relationships in my childhood

    3. Three things I needed most in childhood (from my caregivers) and did NOT get

    4. Three "negative" feelings I experienced in childhood over and over and over again.


    CLICK HERE for the weeping camel video.


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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We explain attachment strategies.

    Citation for the percentages came from a study of 10,500 mothers:

    https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/14616730902814762


    Updated Diversity Aspects:

    https://jiaap.in/wp-content/uploads/2024/04/9-Seema.pdf

    https://www.mdpi.com/1660-4601/21/6/655

    https://www.proquest.com/openview/c3ad3752217e211f6a04670d7304ced8/1?pq-origsite=gscholar&cbl=18750&diss=y

    https://mcstor.library.milligan.edu/items/4e140dbb-d80a-43ab-ad74-d8b7eba4ad9e

    https://www.proquest.com/openview/869823196fa9288e55ca8411de8db292/1?pq-origsite=gscholar&cbl=18750&diss=y

    https://dspace.library.uvic.ca/items/fea04e80-4dff-4f14-a634-ae66b4159d04

    https://www.frontiersin.org/journals/psychology/articles/10.3389/fpsyg.2022.923019/full

    https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/abs/10.1002/jmcd.12277

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  • We recap an ISSTD webinar with Jules.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • We read and respond to listener emails.

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    Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to research reporting this makes triggers worse. Please use appropriate self-care and your own safety plan while exploring this website and during your listening experience. Natural pauses due to dissociation have not been edited out of the podcast, and have been left for authenticity. While some professional material may be referenced for educational purposes, Emma and her system are not your therapist nor offering professional advice. Any informational material shared or referenced is simply part of our own learning process, and not guaranteed to be the latest research or best method for you. Please contact your therapist or nearest emergency room in case of any emergency. This website does not provide any medical, mental health, or social support services.

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  • Jules and I share about reclaiming Pride after our very hard year.

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  • Jules and I share about learning to have very hard conversations.

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  • Jules and I share about our hard year and learning to have hard conversations.

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  • We explore how attachment wounds impact relationships.

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  • We get ourselves through a hard weekend.

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