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this episode is for the folks whose families hinder instead of help them // topics include: how to stay motivated, how to allow yourself to create if you don't come from creative people, the two dudes who made me believe i could make documentaries, continuing to create against odds and my decision not to make anything else until i'm out of student loan debt -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
Will I ever not get sick to my stomach about marketing my work? Other topics discussed: Anxiety! Alcohol! Contrast! Leaving my phone outside overnight and having deep realizations! Just listen to the episode. -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
Saknas det avsnitt?
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topics discussed:
getting an agent in LA
auditioning
the commercial i booked
being called a blank canvas
BEING a blank canvas
unlearning being a blank canvas
allowing new (old) inspiration in
thoughts on
tori amos
stop making sense
tom waits
catching up with the world -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
Topics Discussed:
Making my first Happy List at age 31
New therapist
Creating small avenues to joy
Being a reformed pick me
The impact of your primary caretakers putting your needs last
What we can learn from narcissists
Changing my phone number two days before my birthday
Eating the earth
My changing tastebuds
Not dieting, but teaching myself about food
Being in the beginning stages of holding the boundaries I’ve developed
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
On episode 24 of SELFWIFE, I'm joined by my lifelong friend Coleen who grew up in the same very small, very strange, very fundamentalist Christian church that I did. In this ep we remember the good, the bad and the embarrassing - like performing at the local mall in a kids' Christian choir called "SOOL" but pronounced "soul" ☹️-
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
a term i've coined for a phenomenon i've noticed that tricks vulnerable people into remaining in dangerous situations-
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
Diary episode - on:
loss, lessons, deconstruction, building standards late in life, getting better at boundaries, not knowing what's next, sitting in the pain and through it all - prioritizing oneself, telling the stories of my life, cutting family off and the rocky path that is escaping abuse when it's all you've known. -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
Day after day, we watch mass death and destruction in the name of religion. Tale as old as time. Islam, Judaism and Christianity are the three, main, Abrahamic Religions and that got me thinking, what would I think of this ~Abraham~ dude if I read about him now, years after I've left the faith, deconstructed my cult-like attachment to it, and educated myself about world religions and the existential human need for belief? That's what I'm exploring in this episode-- reading Genesis as a former Jesus girl who was born into an extreme sect of the faith and has been educating herself out of it for 13+ years. (The Bible is FUNNY, folks. Really silly stuff in here, def was easier to accept as a kid.)-
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
this week, on the topic of the crisis in Gaza and the history of Zionism, i'm platforming words by:
Sola (https://www.tiktok.com/@solathegem)
Raphael Mimoun (https://twitter.com/RaphMim)
Lady Speech (https://www.tiktok.com/@ladyspeechsankofa)
St. Levant (https://www.tiktok.com/@saintlevant)
and featuring an essay called "Thoughts On Gaza" by Meryl Coker, read for us by the author (https://twitter.com/merylisk)
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
as Israeli airstrikes continue to surge in Gaza, i'm seeing jokes about a new draft pop up all over the internet and i wondered all day about what that would look like these days. then i took the opportunity to ask my dad, who served in Vietnam as a Seabee from '68 to '71, what it was like being drafted as a teenager into a war he didn't believe in. he actually maintains that he *wasn't* drafted because he enlisted just before 18 so he could choose which branch he wanted to serve in. way to take the reigns, dad. i have a clearer picture of who he was when he was young and of his tender heart. he talks about "the buddy system", the guys with a death wish who tried to be macho, and he calls himself a "wheeler dealer." oh and he cries and so do i.
i hope you get something from this episode 𓇢𓆸
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
CREATORS REFERENCED:
Shirien.Creates
Subhi
MelekElbatta
DarkPredictions
Caffeine.and.lamotrigine
Crolla.Nation
TIKTOK BROADCASTING GAZA RIGHT NOW:
https://www.tiktok.com/@eyes.on.palestine
ARTICLE REFERENCED ABOUT CHARITIES AND SAFETY MEASURES:
https://www.npr.org/2023/10/13/1205235922/help-israel-gaza-humanitarian-organizations
CALL FORM + SCRIPT FOR CALLING REPS:
https://www.jewishvoiceforpeace.org/
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music
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a love letter to Rose and Robbie/ the importance of chosen family and what choosing my own family has done for me / what Robbie did when i almost burned down her house / the new place i go to in my mind to feel good .❀。• *₊°。 ❀°。
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music
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9 different things i've been practicing every day, for a little over a year now, to regulate and heal my nervous system 𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘-
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
more James Dobson intel and related realizations / the time my mom threatened to kill my cat for biting her / the time my mom tried to humiliate me out of being suicidal / men like Ru****l Br**d and why they are so dangerous / an abuser revokes their right to privacy, it's your story now ♡ -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
My first diary episode! Some stuff's been going on with my dad so I wanted to talk a bit about it + more about Ruby Franke and Jodi Hildebrandt and what the case is teaching me about my life.-
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
the Ruby Franke 8 Passengers arrest has blown my brain wide open and amongst a dozen other things, i've learned that everything (?) my mom put me through was directly taught to her by Dr. James Dobson of Focus on the Family. i'm not as alone as i thought and there are hundreds of thousands of us - adult children of his teachings who have CPTSD and have no idea how to connect with ourselves. this episode is the opening of a rabbit hole that has truly changed my perception of my entire life over the course of the past two days.-
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
– on what i've learned about myself from living out of the same suitcase for the past year, on my relationship to being needed by others and how it's changing + a list of tangible steps i've taken to work through my myriad fears -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
consider this a 1 hour and 36 minute intro class on Taylor Swift - the artist, the performer and the public figure. the episode includes interview clips, article excerpts and readings of her earliest lyrics. both fans and skeptics welcomed here! she’s a fascinating artist and she offers an immersive experience unlike any other. sit back, relax and let me school you on a woman i’ve been studying for 17 years. -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
This is my first official ~on the road~ episode of SelfWife! For the past two weeks I've been visiting my dear friends of 15 years, Ginger and Julia, in Amador, California and then Strawberry, California. My initial solo video episode was eaten by the lack of wifi here so please enjoy this re-record in which we just have a fun conversation about our 15 year friendship, many embarrassing memories (in which i'm the embarrassing one), dudes we dated in our 20s who sucked, including the time me and Ginger met a completely naked guy at the beach at 2 AM and brought him home????
Their life-long friend Dissa also joins us and shares some wisdom about being a SelfWife AND we get an appearance from Ginger's 6 year old daughter Lennon being too adorable to handle. Have fun!!
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music -
on relationships, true partnership, what being hated by mom does to a person, learning to trust my intuition, and a bit of what i've learned from my very tumultuous relationship history -
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SELFWIFE is produced, hosted, edited and mixed by Ani Easton Baker. Show
artwork by Jesse Case. Intro song: "ASMR Falling Forever" MM Music - Visa fler