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In a small studio apartment in Northwest Phoenix during the early fall of 1989, I found myself sitting at a quaint café-style table against a kitchen wall, with two neatly stacked cassette covers on top of a thin book to the right of my plate.The top cover belonged to Bauhaus’ “The Sky’s Gone Out…” We had been listening to it the night before while “Attendance Girl” sat at her desk focused on her homework while I quietly reclined on her futon across the room completely immersed in the hypnotizing and haunting sounds of "Swing the Heartache” as it delicately and slowly weaved through her apartment like a curious, hungry snake. The cassette beneath it was turned around and I couldn’t see the sleeve. Out of curiosity, I picked it up to see what was under it, and with a surprised look on my face, thought, “Motley Crue… Theater of Pain?” I yelled towards the opened bathroom door, “I didn’t know you liked Motley Crue?”She came to the opening, one hand on the door frame and an eyeliner pencil in the other and simply said, “Home Sweet Home?!” As if I should've already intuitively known. I was like, “Yeah?” Not getting it. She looked right at me and said, “Well, you know the part where it says, ‘My heart’s like an open book, for the whole world to read?’” Again I said, ”Yeah?” (Thinking to myself, Please!! I’ve heard that song literally 100’s and 100's of times). And then she said, “Well, that line really moves me… It, it means something to me…” Then, she looked away for a brief moment, as if she were looking into nothingness, and disappeared back into the bathroom...Isn't it crazy how a song can bring back such vivid memories?… Sometimes I wonder… do OTHERS who were there remember those same things, too?Mötley Crüe - Home Sweet Homehttps://youtu.be/MyByixMoCKE?si=oojgBBzmlA_CXYBUBauhaus - Swing the Heartachehttps://youtu.be/RZNhjZFP0Y0?si=28_Ty9N6y7YInqMxThis is an incredible song! Listen to all the SOUNDS in this, and Peter Murphy's voice is PERFECT for this genre of music! When he sings, "And she wants to be a better singer..." Man, for some reason that is that just so haunting mesmerizing, and ominous sounding to me...**All background music was created in Garage Band. I played the piano sections using my M32 Komplete Kontrol MIDI keyboard. As I've mentioned before, my goal is to try to make music and sounds to add an extra layer of emotion or atmosphere to the video. While it's not great, and I'm not a musician, I thoroughly enjoy the process behind it and I think it's better than having just my voice there.
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People had always told me that I could try harder and do better... In this story I talk about two major events. One, which happened the afternoon after my dad unexpectedly woke me up at 4:00 in the morning and told me we had to talk about something later that afternoon! It placed me at a turning point, a crossroads that would define the trajectory of my life in ways I couldn't yet comprehend. It was a time of profound choices, of unexpected revelations, and ultimately, of taking a leap of faith into the unknown.https://youtu.be/a9qIPAdLhfI?si=6V3xo9sOCBSfxE8u - "Get a Haircut" - George Thorogood and the Destroyers
******Additional Songs******https://youtu.be/IyhJ69mD7xI?si=OOpa8nz-uJo4i-9Y - "Bad to the Bone" - George Thorogood and the Destroyers When I was 12 years old I saw this video on MTV and I thought it was SO cool, and I still do to this day!https://youtu.be/gmrC_Pij5gc?si=5454poMORKlelrMp - "Graduate" - Third Eye Blind "Can I get my punk ass off the street?" My dad basically was telling me that I had "goofed off" the whole time I was in high school and that I never "applied myself." Now he was giving me a "Deal of a Lifetime." Would I take it?https://youtu.be/Bx51eegLTY8?si=UGyUW3jbBFBG8t2p "Take My Breath Away" - Berlin What a great movie!! I loved it then... I still love it now! This song! The synthesizer, the melody, and that unforgettable voice will make an impression on your heart forever about the person you were with when you heard it for the first time...https://youtu.be/Ip9L8IvIsdQ?si=RmKI4LMrh-au6xR0 "Ah! Leah!" - Donnie Iris This song perfectly describes the feeling I had when I first opened my front door and saw her standing there!"LeahIt's been a long, long timeYou're such a sightYou're looking better than a body has a right toDon't you know we're playing with the fireBut we can't stop this burning desire, Leah...""...Here we go again, ah! Leah!"https://youtu.be/bXNsrC333FA?si=-e4U_ajUOeMxiVsZ "Sorry" - BuckcherryThis is a beautiful song, in my opinion! I've been blessed to have many opportunities to "clear the air" and "make it right" with many people over the course of my life, and I do plan on talking about some of those opportunities in this project. I think I did here...When these opportunities arise, it's important to approach them with sincerity, humility, and a genuine desire to reconcile. It takes courage to address conflicts or issues that may have strained a relationship, but the potential rewards of healing and strengthening that connection are immeasurable.https://youtu.be/uiDYkhIXUzA?si=hWkVrUVbpueBRUrv "Cold" - CrossfadeThere's a beautiful set of lyrics at the end of the song that say:"I never really wanted you to seeThe screwed up side of me that I keepLocked inside of me so deepIt always seems to get to meI never really wanted you to goSo many things you should have knownI guess for me there's just no hopeI never meant to be so cold..."When someone opens up, AND SOMEONE ALLOWS US to share the hidden parts of ourselves, it can be an incredibly powerful and bonding experience. It's an act of trust, a declaration that says, "I trust you enough to show you the real me, flaws and all." This vulnerability can foster a deeper connection and understanding between individuals.Background music created by Bishop Freesh using Garage Band, EXCEPT the last track, "Dirty Rock Trailer V.1" which was downloaded from Pond5, submitted by ROCKWAVE. THANK YOU!
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Think about the rush and excitement of going to see a band that you love in concert! Do you still get that rush and that excitement waiting for them to come to your town... and then going and seeing them? Have you ever thought, however about all the time that they spend on the road and despite not having the comforts of home and their families with them, they still maintain a high level of excellence! What about all the work that's involved from show to show. When we buy that ticket, unless there are extenuating circumstances... that band is on stage on that night pouring their hearts and souls out on that stage night after night... for us! So the next time you wear a concert shirt or see one on somebody, take a second to look on the back and see all the cities and dates...That band was there that night, ROCKIN'!https://youtu.be/SRvCvsRp5ho?si=ITQQoRkxkEaRo51I - Wanted Dead or Alive - Bon Jovihttps://youtu.be/Mqyrt7RCgsg?si=7T41h9U9JrWJzAEf - Wanted Dead or Alive (Live in Moscow) ***********ADDITIONAL SONGS***********https://youtu.be/GONmFCkCGCc?si=_-YlIYmoiZinj_SS - Turn the Page - Bob Seger - Another song that paints the vivd picture of what it's like to be on the road!https://youtu.be/6bhFmtwio8Y?si=1o8wGSDtPtKdp6FI - Rock & roll Band - Boston - A fun song that also depicts the life of being in a band and playing for their fans! **********SPECIAL THANKS AND SHOUTOUT**********I need to sincerely thank "Not Right Rabbit" for adding instrumentation to the midi file for the track that is the background music. 🙏🙏🙏 I like to have something besides my voice in these videos, so recently I've tried to put SOME KIND of background music in an effort to TRY and get close to the song, or maybe add some type of emotion or spirit to it. I probably don't hit the mark all the time, and I don't spend TOO much time on it... but I I do enjoy it!
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Then, with this lunatic smirk on his face, the trickster in him comes out and he flicks me on the side of the head and he says, "Don't tell me you didn't see that piano in the front room... He KNOWS and PLAYS music!!!!" "And?" I say back to him."AND? What do you mean AND, what if we can get him to play something for us?"I shrug my shoulders. Then, leaving me with a choice, "Tom Sawyer," says, "Look, you can stay here by yourself, have your little drink... OR, you can go to the front of the house with me and everyone else and see if he'll play something for us, so what are you going to do?https://youtu.be/QwVjTlTdIDQ - Piano Man - Billy Joelhttps://youtu.be/QwVjTlTdIDQ - Piano Sonata No. 14 "Moonlight Sonata" Ludwig Van Beethoven https://youtu.be/V_FAqr6rP4w - Great Balls of Fire - Jerry Lee Lewishttps://youtu.be/On-X_2FzegI - Great Balls of Fire - Miles Tellerhttps://youtu.be/tfB16rMNNAs - Sowing the Seeds of Love - Tears for Fearshttps://youtu.be/On-X_2FzegI - Great White - Once Bitten, Twice Shy
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Even though I was still way behind the curve, it was WILD! All I had to do was show up, hang on for the ride... and LEARN! These guys were awesome, and it was proof of how important it is to have good people around you! What kind of people do you have around you? Oh yeah, come to find out, "Tom Sawyer" actually DID know the girl I was "checking out." And later on when I told him that it would've been easier for BOTH of us to go over to them, he said to me, "What would be the fun in that, besides, you wouldn't have learned anything!"https://youtu.be/kFEh2TuXmmQ - If You Ain't Here To Party - Luke BryanADDITIONAL SONGShttps://youtu.be/puiJKDWFars - It'z Just What We Do - Florida Georgia Linehttps://youtu.be/BKZqGJONH68 - Red Solo Cup - Toby Keithhttps://youtu.be/__4TvF2LFNI - Bust A Move - Young MC Check out the baseline on this track!https://youtu.be/KoPlkmYaEQs - Warning - IncubusDon't be reckless, don't be foolish... but take a few chances, man! Take a risk or two and get out there and LIVE! Live a life worth living, which will be a life worth remembering!🤟🙏
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The POWER of those songs, IN THAT ENVIRONMENT, musically AND lyrically, along with the way they were delivered to everyone there that night, FLUNG me into a controlled chaos as bodies moved, shook, swayed, and convulsed while their music kept filling and filling my soul until, at the end... their beautiful, calming, compassionate sincerity gently set me onto the "shore..." completely unharmed! And in the far reaches of my mind, Perry Farrell's voice... it's still echoing...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8ul0-_fXdw Ocean Size - Jane's Addiction (Studio Version)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lVIev94s7Mo Ocean Size - Jane's Addiction (Official Video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQpJXQYhlTY Ocean Size - Jane's Addiction (Live in Sydney)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIUwxSFFxo4 Mountain Song - Jane's Addiction (Studio Version)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mm2Z9Mr9Ilw Mountain Song - Jane's Addiction( Live)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKz5cUfd1is Pigs In Zen - Jane's Addiction (Studio Version)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfcJ4h7Lczs Pigs In Zen - Janes Addiction (Live)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CpRCc4Jre8 Ted, Just Admit It - Jane's Addiction (Studio Version)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCJ943fLMrM Ted, Just Admit It - Jane's Addiction (Live)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QEIlgOnvGEs Ted, Just Admit It Jane's Addiction (Live)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QEIlgOnvGEs Pink Floyd - Echoes
Background music created and arranged By Bishop Freesh using Garage band.
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So… as I’m standing there all by myself in the corner of the patio, HE… this guy who I’ve never met before IN MY LIFE, slowly raises one arm… index finger pointing right at me, and he looks DEAD into my eyes! At this moment I’m frozen, my pulse is racing, my muscles are tightened, and with the seriousness of a Supreme Court Judge, as if it were MY SENTANCE, he says, “And you’re goin’!”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auLBLk4ibAk - "Tom Sawyer" - RUSH
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJt9zXtOBAY - "Tom Sawyer" LIVE - RUSH (Exit Stage Left Version)
***ADITIONAL SONGS***
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Gscw5l_roo - "Simultaneous" - Puscifer
Not only does the monologue in the beginning of this song remind me of of my friend, the entire song does.
"See our better nature blossom."
"Find a way through, around, or over..."
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When I caught up to her in the parking lot she stared at me in stoic silence waiting for me to say something... but I didn't, I didn't say one word, because everything that I wanted to say was in the note that I held in my outstretched hand...
“Words! Mere words! How terrible they were! How clear, and vivid, and cruel! One could not escape from them. And yet what a subtle magic there was in them. They seemed to be able to give a plastic form to formless things, and to have a music of their own as sweet of that as of viol or lute. Mere words! Was there anything so real as words?” - Oscar Wilde
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cb2bJNr3OhM "Alone Again - Dokken
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnMfG_GbvjY "Alone Again" Live - Dokken
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2gH1ykMQRs "Alone Again" Live at Kosei Nenkin Hall, Tokyo, Japan 1995
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Backing out of her driveway, the last few notes from Billy Duffy"s guitar receded into the speakers as The Cult's, "Big Neon Glitter" came to a quick end. A few seconds of hiss from the tape deck... Then, that sinister riff and high-pitched lead pushed back out of those same speakers as their title track, "Love" mocked me... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qcv-Ah2q3ag Love - The Cult
"On Monday morning you can't wake up Still dreaming of what could've been, Something good has gone and left you, It's another tear, one more denial." - Screaming Trees What does one say? I mean, "Sorry" just doesn't cut it in a situation like this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMNfTrLG380 Sworn and Broken - Screaming Trees
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I had a roommate. One day he was playing this CD, and I kid you not, immediately after I heard this song, without saying a word, I literally left, went straight to the store... and bought a copy... It spoke so strongly to me, I just had to have it. This song definitely captures the way I was feeling that day. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IZ077a4ATk Ode to a Life - Mary's Danish
In the 90's I saw this video on MTV. I just loved the "vibe" and the "feel" of it! Now, from time to time it comes up while I'm "shuffling." Recently, while putting notes together for this "episode," I went back to watch the video, and seeing it again with the knowledge of him passing earlier this year, I got chills. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PE5f561Y1x4 Nearly Lost You - Screaming Trees \
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9aQhpcEjj5g Nearly Lost You (Acoustic) Screaming Trees
**This "episode" was downloaded from my YouTube Channel. If you would like to watch the video version you can find it on my YouTube Channel, My Life Through Music.** Thank you. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYP_hc9H3zXmhglzjcOBADA
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Innocente; Italian, I believe, for innocent: innocent: /in-uh-suhnt / adjective1. Free from moral wrong; without sin; pure.2. Free from legal or specific wrong; guiltless.3. Not involving evil intent or motive.I wanted to be all of these things... but I wasn't.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpqhioR4_70 " Innocente" - Delerium feat. Leigh Nash "Darling, when did we fall, when was it over?" When we don't pay attention to our partner, in many cases, we "fell" and it was "over..." long before we ever knew. **ADDITIONAL SONGS**https://youtu.be/M2VBmHOYpV8 "Policy of Truth" - Depeche Mode "Never again is what you swore the time before..."https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBBqjGd3fHQ "My Own Prison" - CreedThe second verse of this song really encapsulates what I felt standing in the middle of her room."No appeal on the docket today, just my own sin...""I created, I created, I created, I created, I created, I created my own prison..."https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwnoIfKIuPI "My Own Prison" - Scott Stapp Live Acoustic"There are certain things in life... as we go through this journey we call life... where we do kind of dig our own holes sometimes... we do kind of create situations. Sometimes in hindsight... where we're like, 'you know what, if I would've done this, then this wouldn't have happened, you know, maybe I should... and that's how we learn... and we can't beat ourselves up over it, man... That's just part of being human, you know what I mean? That's just part of living'" -Scott Stapp,- monologue before singing this song.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBBqjGd3fHQ "Apart" - The Cure "How did we get this far apart, we used to be so close together?"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UpfZcEjopYE "The Price" - Twisted Sister
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When talking about living one’s truth and living one’s life, I believe that as human I should be given the absolute freedom to live that truth the way I want to, and that’s exactly what I did during this time in my life. However, it took me a long time and a lot of suffering to realize that freedom to "perform action" does not mean freedom from the consequences of that action. Speaking for only myself, I personally believe that in all things there is a right way to do something, and a wrong way. A right way to “perform” Carpe Diem… and a wrong way. I was performing Carpe Diem the wrong way.
"I just said, 'Up yours, baby!'"
"Watch your mouth, man."
"I can say any damn thing I want!
These two separate quotes were taken from the song, "Electric Head, Pt.2 (The Ecstasy) White Zombie Astro Creep: 2000 Songs of Love, Destruction, and Other Synthetic Delusions of the Electric Head.
"Time is envious and running away, now let's live it up while we may." - Dee Snyder Tomorrow's No Concern
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They say that love is likened to a drug... but what happens when drugs are likened to love? The lines can get blurry... and so can the "lines."
Just because we avoid disaster or don't get caught doesn't mean we should continue, or even double-down on the behavior... I should've stopped... period. When you're young, you think nothing can happen to you, I was no different. I wanted to experience... everything... weather it was good for me or not. In this video I talk about seeing the warnings... but blatantly ignoring them.
**This "episode" was downloaded from my YouTube Channel. If you would like to watch the video version you can find it on my YouTube Channel, My Life Through Music.** Thank you. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYP_hc9H3zXmhglzjcOBADA
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NOTHING! That's what I know.
Yeah, I may have been listening to the music, going to concerts, thinking that I knew something. I didn't know, WHAT I DIDN'T KNOW.
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In this video I talk about one of the few trips I took to California with "California Kid," and how teenage recklessness and curiosity led to more and more danger. These situations CAN be a teacher, but they can also teach us things about ourselves that we didn't want to know. As the title of this song is "You're Gonna Get Yours," I was eventually going to get what was coming to me... the only question was when?
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Cactus Shadows football (1988-89).
Take a moment to think about all the voices that have been part of your life... past and present. Think about the impact they've had on you, whatever it was, and what they mean to you today. In this video I talk about that one great football season of 1988-89. The drudgery and the grind of our practices in the Arizona heat, that incredible run to the playoffs, and one, of many, voices I'll never forget!
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Learning about a new art... in Art!
"Diversity of opinion about a work of art shows that the work is new, complex, and vital. When critics disagree, the artist is in accord with himself." Wilde, Oscar, et al. "The Preface." The Picture of Dorian Grey, The Complete Works of Oscar Wilde. J.B. Foreman, Collins Sons & Co. Ltd. 1989, p. 17.
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We were all just trying to figure this "love" thing out. What helped me was talking and having conversations with many different people about many different things. People I had never thought I would talk to about this stuff...
When you're with someone you love it feels like THIS song by The Cure.
When you're NOT with them, to me, it feels like the song, "Haunted (When The Minutes Drag)" by Love and Rockets.
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The sun behind the thick cloud-cover spread a silvery hue into the car through the back window bringing out her eyes and highlighting her sharp facial features, and the only thing I could hear was the morning as I quickly went from searching for words... to not needing any words at all.
“Finally… to free innocence” This quote was taken directly from: Balligomingo “Lust” Beneath The Surface, 2002, Track 11.
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With my senses heightened, the sweet smell of clove cigarettes, mixed with regular cigarettes, was even stronger on the inside as they coalesced with sulfur... and sweat. Continuing into the club, I inwardly grinned as I saw on the dancefloor a beautiful mass of souls expressing themselves, and expressing life!
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Can Music pick up where words end?
I looked down at the cassette tape in my hand having no idea what was on it, or what song she was referring to... but I couldn't wait to find out!
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