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  • What a ride 2023 has been… The ripples keep rippling.

    As with any ritual, the completion & the closure of the energetic loops is an essential part of the process.

    So here we close 2023 with the biggest lessons & experiences the last few months of the year;

    the sacred connection with the Goddess ISIS (living in the in-between spaces, moving with the mystery, surrendering to the unique timeline of your life) Family Constellation course, the burdens of our lineage & the addiction to our drama navigating the pain of separation, abandonment, superiority, belonging, parenting our parents, people-pleasing returning to the north (moving to Sweden + Norway), building resilience the struggles of living the nomadic life healing past-life karmic patterns in relationships masterful manifestation (trusting the guidance before it makes sense) dreams I had forgotten about coming true the art of prayer rock bottom gold

    🌹♥️

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Moar: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    🌹

    Much luv,

    Feva Kristina

  • After leaving Bali & returning to Europe in June 2023, I spent my summer in a lil tantric community in the Swedish country-side called Ängsbacka.

    It's a very special vortex of exhilarated growth, and that's exactly what it offered - especially within the realms of relationships & health.

    It was a summer of close community life, rain, volunteering, dancing, singing, loving, crying, orgasming, drinking tea, praying, picking blueberries, running naked through the forest, bathing in lakes, having TREE-somes, attending a bunch of temple nights & spanking workshops, experimenting with polyamory, receiving new blueprints of relating, riding through some panic attacks & dealing with some tricky infections.

    Join me for this saucy ride through my summer of 2023.

    In full honesty, it got a bit saucier than I intended. ;)

    P.S.: My muse Eva Skledar & I recorded an episode for her podcast while we were at the community together. If you speak Slovene, you can go deeper with us here: ⁠on sisterhood, polyamory & living in a tantric community⁠.

    🌹♥️

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Moar: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    🌹

    Much luv,

    Feva Kristina

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  • This is a journey through my April, May & June of 2023 that were mainly signified by different plant medicine journeys, deep healing, leaving Bali & returning back to my homeland of Slovenia to host my first Cosmic ASS retreat at my family house.

    In this episode, I share my experiences with medicines like kambo, bufo (5-MeO-DMT), mushrooms, cannabis & ayahuasca, my journey of ancestral clearing, feminine + masculine rising, womb healing, kundalini activations & ancient feminine mysteries through Egyptian Goddess ISIS.

    From the most vulnerable human aspects like struggling with pressure, worth, value & productivity, to melting into the golden fields of Higher Consciousness - I guess this is the spectrum that Cosmic ASSplorations always cover anyway.

    P.S.: You can now watch this ep & hang out with me in video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fevakristina/videos

    🌹♥️

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Moar: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    🌹

    Much luv,

    Feva Kristina

  • PART 1 (after intro) of my personal 2023 apocalypse reflection!

    Ride through the main lessons & ass-kicking experiences of the first 3 months of 2023 with me! And oh my, did they bring me down on my knees in so many ways...

    🌹♥️

    The beginning of this year took me into some deep & dark portals, and I’m here to be very open, raw & honest about it.

    My year started with a 10-day silent Vipassana course, which was a big catalyst for the wild restructuring & shifting that happened after... I shared about my experience on The Inside Out podcast, which you can check out here: ⁠https://open.spotify.com/episode/6l0QDVjLM5XegZvKKUUal1?si=EdJu39NNRY-7KMqkI6fNFA⁠

    What followed was... my nervous system crashed, I went into some deep NS paralysis, not being able to get out of bed for weeks, my sense of safety & stability got deeply shaken, health struggles arouse, my detox went into the uprooting extremes, I got to face some old-old traumas...

    In this episode, I also reflect on a beautiful lovership I experienced in Bali, realizing soul contracts, playing with the feminine & masculine dynamics, healing relational wounds & rising in love.

    As always, a juicy & edgy episode - Cosmic ASSplorations style.

    P.S.: Now you can also watch my episodes on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fevakristina/videos

    🌹♥️

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Moar: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    🌹♥️

    Much luv,

    Feva Kristina

  • It's been one UFFF of a year!

    2023.

    Uffff.

    🌹

    Well, I am here to spill the tea on what kind of initiations, chaotic rides & blissful sides this year has taken me on.

    This is the first episode in the series of 5 where I take you on a journey through all the 12 months & share all the personal, raw, vulnerable, liberating & empowering juice that has splashed through my life this calendary cycle.

    My biggest teachings in relating, trauma healing, the art of trust & surrender, health initiations, financial struggles, lack mentality, victim personality, cycles of dying, family drama & ancestral karma.

    Ya know, all the cute parts of being a human...

    This is just an intro, btw. There are 4 more parts coming out in the next few weeks. Brace yoself for some real edgy Cosmic ASSplorations.

    🌹♥️

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Moar: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠⁠⁠

    🌹♥️

    Much luv,

    Feva Kristina

  • 🤍 Welcome back, lovers.

    I’m so happy you’re joining me for another beautiful cosmic dance, this time an ASSploration into holistic healing, conscious relating & alternative living.

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    In this episode, I am joined by one of my favs, Eva Skledar, a wild woman, a transformative dancer, an earthly witch, tea ceremonialist & one of my muses.

    Eva is an amazing space holder, nurturer of authentic sisterhood through her Yoni Galaksija gatherings in Ljubljana, and an inspiring example of what it means to live freely - in her body, her expression, her life choices… She is also a host of Havvah Podcast Zivljenja, where I also had a pleasure to be her guest.

    🤍🤍🤍

    ASSplorations;

    *convo with Eva starts at 4.22min

    from conventional medicine to alternative, holistic healing (detoxification, Eva’s story of learning from Lyme disease, chronic burnout, fatigue, chronic pain) conscious eating (sugar addiction, extreme diets, local produce) the importance of somatic regulation (the AEQ technique) what is it like to live in a tiny house off grid (alternative living, in tune with nature, back to the roots, ancestral wisdom) do you need to take your partner’s needs as your own? (navigating co-dependency, setting boundaries, matching energies, upholding standards, embracing authenticity, practicing radical honesty & non-violent communication) building bridges during misunderstandings & fights financial interdependence in a partnership the feminine longing to be provided for balance between freedom and structure Conscious Drama Club, transforming conflicts & challenges into playful opportunities for growth through creative communication.

    🤍🤍🤍

    Dance with Eva: https://www.instagram.com/intimately.havvah/

    https://linktr.ee/evaskledar

    Eva's Havvah Podcast Zivljenja⁠

    Our episode on Eva's platform on sisterhood, polyamory & living in a tantric community.

    🤍

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Moar: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠⁠⁠

    🌹

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "Sometimes you simply have to fuck up a little!"

    - Lexy Davis

    🌹 Welcome back, comic lovers.

    If you’re listening this at the time of the release, chances are YOU’RE GOING THROUGH IT, TOO! We’re slowly coming out of another potent, life-altering Eclipse season that is transitioning us into new realms of possibility & authenticity.

    And these transitions can often be chaotic, uncomfortable, confusing & messy AF.

    🌀🌀

    I am so excited to connect you with one of the most radiating, contagiously uplifting women I know, Lexy Davis. Lexy is a Love Embodiment Coach, helping romantics create a love that feels like home. She’s also the founder of Alive To Enjoy, advocating for healing through connection, acceptance & silliness.

    You know how they say some of the strongest, most joyful & positive people have probs gone through some of the darkest hours? Well, she is that beaming gorg goof ball of light & wisdom, demonstrating how our greatest talents & our most magnetic power is often born out of our greatest challenges & deepest woundings.

    ASSplorations of this ep include:

    moving through big life transitions Lexy’s story of learning how to feel & rising through death, suicide, abandonment, shame & emotional abuse finding your calling voices of (inner) judgement & criticism the power of asking for help & the importance of community support being with different stages of grief the art of slowing down alternative healing methods

    🤍

    Get silly with Lexy: https://www.instagram.com/alivetoenjoy

    https://bio.site/alivetoenjoy

    Lexy’s retreat in Bali (Dec 2023): https://www.alivetoenjoy.com/retreat

    Lexy’s podcast HEART SNUGGLES: https://www.instagram.com/heartsnuggles/

    🌷

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠

    Moar: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Conscious Drama Club (3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠⁠⁠

    🌷

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • Welcome, cosmic lovers, to an episode that takes us deep into the mysteries of the womb, the depths of the feminine wisdom, the reclamation of our power through the sacred feminine, the power of yoni, the divine union & the awakened sexuality.

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    I am joined by my dear sister Dora Sophia Rose, a heart-centered ritualist, the Priestess of the Rose, a whisperer of the Womb wisdom, a de-armouring practitioner & a strongly soft woman with an incredible medicine voice.

    This is not a conversation only for yoni- & womb-bodied folks. This is a conversation for the feminine essence in the world, as well as in all of us. This is about the rising of Love that reminds us we all come from a Cosmic Womb, and we all have right to receive & connect to healing, sense of safety, truth & divine remembrance straight from the Source.

    *Our dance with Dora begins after intro & a lil announcement, at 11.45min

    🌹♥️

    Dora will also share her ritualistic womb magic inside my new upcoming group journey: COSMIC WITCH 101

    > an 8-week (Saturdays, starting Oct 21st) energetic pilgrimage into the depths of you; reclaiming your magic, spiritual power, remembering your divine nature & tuning into the wisdom of the Universe through Akashic Records.

    > you can feel into it deeper here: https://cosmicassplorations.podia.com/cosmic-witch-101

    🌹♥️

    Connect with Dora: https://www.instagram.com/dorasophiarose/

    https://www.dorajohannsen.com/

    🌹♥️

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations⁠⁠⁠⁠Moar: ⁠⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠⁠

    🌹

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "You only get it when you let it go." - George Joy Zouein

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    Hello from Ängsbacka, a lil community in the Swedish country-side where I’ve been living this summer.

    It is also a (magical) place where I first got initiated into tea ceremony 2 years ago, and that completely changed my life.

    🍵 Tea has been one of my greatest TEAchers, guides & healers in the last couple of years. It’s been one of my deepest spiritual practices, regulating techniques & grounding forces, rooting me into a sense of safety & home within.

    In this episode, I sit & drink (my fav) Gentle Home tea with George Zouein - Joy, a tea mystic & a tea poet anchoring the art of tea on this potent land, & sharing its medicine with thousands of people who pass by Ängsbacka for a number of festivals & courses each year.

    This is a conversation about tea, but it’s not really about tea. It is carried by the Spirit of tea. It is about what Tea invites us into.

    As Joy puts it, tea creates an excuse for you to sit with yourself, create a space of silence & stillness, empty yourself and dive into the essence of what Is.

    THIS TEA ASSPLORATIONS:

    a unique perspective on community living life philosophy through the lens & the language of astrology (which is what this podcast is about) the art of doing nothing + being of service the TEAchings of tea the crisis of living in disconnection opening up to soul intimacy, meeting each other beyond the stories & the masks tea ceremony as a space of unconditional love how to start your own tea practice embracing the paradoxes of life + play with polarity

    Now let’s have some tea, shall we?

    🤍🍵

    Connect with Joy: https://www.instagram.com/momentaryflights/

    🫖

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations⁠⁠⁠Moar: ⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠

    🤍

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "It is all already here if you allow yourself to truly be Here." - Feva Kristina, cosmic ASS witch

    Hello, cosmic lovers.

    Ya gal landed back on European soil & is preparing to hold the first Cosmic ASSplorations retreat. As a part of the preparation, the body decided to rest, purge & transmute by "getting sick". So we surrender, trust & well, decide to enjoy it. :) On day 3 of bed-ding, I felt like going through the journals I filled while living in Bali, and then got inspired to make a podcast episode commenting & expanding on it. So here we are!

    As always: cheeky, playful, raw, vulnerable flow that takes us on reflections about:

    a beautiful meeting I had with someone in Bali, the nature of our dynamic & the wonderful polarity dance that we experienced an ecstatic, blissful kirtan experience with cacao activation (releasing so much shame from childhood & religious upbringing) being one with God full-body energy orgasms during cold plunging intense kundalini rising in the sauna the (in)ability to experience orgasms with a partner healing with your own voice & sound (shedding shame) the great paradox of life & living (free will & absolute determinism) embodied feeling VS analyzing your emotions (when journaling becomes a means of distraction & escape from truly feeling your emotions, rather than processing them in a grounded way) why I do TANTRIC astrology glimpses into my medicine journey with bufo (5-meO-DMT)

    "Love God inside your body. Love yourself like the Universe loves you."

    Play with me:⁠⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations⁠⁠⁠Moar: ⁠⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠⁠

    ⁠⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠⁠

    🌞

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "Bali is like social media in real life." - Vic Stratford

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    Bali - a paradise on Earth or a hell in paradise?

    Well, Bali is all of it. Everything you can possibly imagine. And we absolutely adore Her for it. <3

    In this episode, I am joined by a friend that's been living in Bali for 3 years now. Vic Stratford is a psycho-chic... I mean, psychic <3, a medium, a poet, a write, a mentor for spiritual development, a holistic counsellor & a really funny gal. We actually met at impro comedy & today we impro on the beautiful & rich tragicomedy that is living in Bali. One could say it's an open-hearted spiritual gossip, ehe ehe, but we go deep & raw with our personal experiences on:

    romance & relational healing in Bali (on tantric pick-up lines, polyamory, fem & masc balancing, father wounds, dating standards, setting boundaries, trusting our instincts & intuition, co-dependency, saying NO etc.); all the judgments that came up for us regarding the lack of integrity, embodiment & groundedness on the island & especially in spiritual communities; the image of wealth & financial healing; entrepreneurial hustle culture & the over-glorification of life coaching; stepping into true authenticity & owning our authentic desires while being tested in our sense of identity & direction; training our trust muscle & learning the art of surrender through challenging situations, lack of safety, stability & consistency; our biggest frustrations + greatest joys of living in Indo; cycles of transformation & healing, outrunning old patterns & softening into our essence;

    & so much more tropical yumminess as well as some yuckiness.

    Let us know about your experience or connect with more questions & reflections. This episode holds a lot of golden nuggets for all of those who are feeling called to Bali or a planning to move/visit.

    Bali loves - firmly, fiercely & unconditionally.

    🌞

    Connect with Vic (IG)

    Vic's podcast Conversations Beyond the Vail

    🌞

    Play with me:⁠⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations⁠⁠Moar: ⁠https://cosmicassplorations.com/⁠

    ⁠Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)⁠

    ⁠3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship⁠

    ⁠Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)⁠

    🌞

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "Sensuality is what connects us to our own life & body. It's how we experience life, especially as women." - Alexandra Marie Wild

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    Alexandra Marie is a women's coach, an embodied movement therapist & a yoga teacher based in Bali.

    Her mission is empowering women to slow down, reclaim their sacred feminine expression, embody their sensuality & master the art of healing through pleasure.

    We do not hold back in this yummy in-person conversation. We go personal & raw. Social media would block & censor this episode all over, as we go deep & far into talking about;

    the expression of female sexuality, feminine revolution, the importance of understanding our bodies, the (sacred) slut VS celibacy eras - both as the some kind of rites of passage, seeking validation + love through sex & sexuality, releasing more intense emotions like anger, grief, shame & guilt through sexual healing & sensual embodiment (which is what I personally call sensual shadow play), the difficulty of setting boundaries & the wisdom of difficult sexual experiences.

    We obviously don’t bypass the conversation around orgasms & self-pleasuring, as well as touch upon some kinks.

    This is pleasure astrology, baby! Or as I like to call it: Tantric Astrology, centered around full spectrum human experience & expression, focused on embodiment & pleasure.

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    Dance with Alex (IG)

    The Goddess Method: https://www.alexandramarieyoga.com/

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    Play with me:⁠ @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations⁠Moar: https://cosmicassplorations.com/

    Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, human design, akashic records, tarot readings)

    3- or 6-months 1:1 mentorship

    Cosmic Pleasure Activation sessions

    Cosmic ASS Library (online courses)

    🌹

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "You’ve been hating yourself your whole life to fit in, it’s time to start loving yourself fully to stand out." - Mimi Morrall

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    What does it feel like to spend 10 days in (kind-of) isolation, in an ashram-like environment, fully present with yourself, in silence, sitting 11 hours a day in meditation? No where to run, nothing to do, no distractions available (like phone, journals, books, religious objects, exercise, people to chat with etc.), no daily obligations, no responsibilities other than to observe the sensations of the body.

    Welcome to a 10 days Vipassana meditation course (yes, this episodes tells you all about it).

    I am honored to be able to bring to you Mimi’s very honest, raw & vulnerable experience of Vipassana with some beautiful lessons that you can immediately integrate into your daily to bring more presence, acceptance & peace to your being.

    Mimi Morrall is an amazing connector & creator, a student of astrology & a fellow podcaster with a fascinating podcasting platform called THE IINSIDE OUT, bringing you some real spicy, activating, taboo topics with depth (& death). She also got me naked on my personal Vipassana experience (& a lot of other juice around that), so if you're curious what kind of (golden) shiet was coming up for me, hop onto her podcast (links below).

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    Key ASSplorations of this conversation:

    what is Vipassana meditation & course, what is the point & how do you know if this is for you; the beauty of the mundane & the sacredness of simplicity; how to be with what is, even when it’s uncomfortable (a state of equanimity, non-reactivity, no judgement, the impermanence of life); running away & going into denial VS staying present, allowing the experience to move through you; being met with confrontation & conflict + approaching it from a place of safety within; labeling/overly identifying ourselves with certain emotions or experiences; the mystical connection between the mind & the body (experiencing extreme body sensations, pains, anxiety, body image/body shame, heat in the body that are connected to emotions flowing through); being enslaved + controlled by our cravings & desires VS presence & gratitude for what we have.

    🤍

    Stalk Mimi: https://www.instagram.com/mimimorrall/
    Her THE IINSIDE OUT podcast: https://linktr.ee/theiinsideout

    🤍 My personal Vipassana story on Mimi's podcast (Spotify link): https://open.spotify.com/episode/6l0QDVjLM5XegZvKKUUal1?si=EdJu39NNRY-7KMqkI6fNFA

    🤍

    Play with me:  @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations
    Moar: https://cosmicassplorations.com/
    Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations
    3-months 1:1 mentorship: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching
    Cosmic Coaching application (with free cosmic date aka discovery call): https://forms.gle/mx259y11M24KLpzL7
    Cosmic ASS Library (online courses): https://cosmicassplorations.podia.com/ 

    🤍

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "God is one kinky mthrfckr." - Bodhi

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    Mercury is retrograde & "everything is upside down" (not true, but perfect for the dramatic effect), so releasing a funky, adventurous, high-flying Sagittarius season inspired episode during a more serious, grounded, practically focused Capricorn season feels kind of appropriate. 

    This is probably the most FUN episode I ever released, and Bodhi is such an ahhsome human being that I am absolutely DELIGHTED to have him for TWO spontaneous episodes. In the light of paradoxes, this #part2 of the dance you're tuning into here is actually the first conversation we recorded at the end of 2022 (part 1 is already out & awesome), but the audio turned out to be super old-school lo-fi. However, the conversation is EPIC, so I do encourage you to create an intentional time & space to hang out with us in this funky portal. 

    Inviting you into deep listening & presence as we laugh through topics like:

    play with archetypes; ketamine & other drugs as medicine; Bodhi spending 29 days in the dark room (without any sensory stimulation) & allowing himself to go insane; your spirit guides are your homies; experiencing life through the attitude of innocence; Bodhi’s time travels; releasing shame around sexuality; the concept of self dismantling, going beyond the form, beyond identification; why do we want to be better people & what does is even a good life; if you were in your death bed; planting seeds for the new culture + living it in the nao.

    🤍

    Play with Bodhi: https://underthebodhitree.8b.io/
    Meditate with Bodhi: https://insighttimer.com/samkahn
    Bodhi's podcast: Under the Bodhi's Tree

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    Play with me (through IG):  @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations
    Moar: https://cosmicassplorations.com/
    Book a cosmic ASS session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations
    3-months 1:1 mentorship: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching
    Cosmic Coaching application (with free cosmic date aka discovery call): https://forms.gle/mx259y11M24KLpzL7

    🤍

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "There is this ironic paradoxical journey of leaving home to realize I was home the whole time. What is even that journey? Of self-betterment? Only that at some point of the journey there is a realization that I don’t need to be better - I am already amazing as I am." - Bodhi

    🤍

    This is not your regular Capricorn season content. 

    Even though we do shine some pretty funky lights on the themes that Capricorn archetype highlights, this conversation truly takes you on a paradoxical journey with no structure, just a perfect flow.

    Through a series of divinely hilarious circumstances, I "surprisingly" bumped into my dear & fascinating friend Bodhi who I met at a community in Sweden in the summer of 2021. Bodhi is an epic bodyworker, an amazing astrologer, a wild meditator & a fellow podcaster. He's been devoted to birthing a new culture that supports people to be naked, express their emotions, be in their bodies, embrace their sexuality and love themselves deeply and others freely. And now I got an honor to sit down with him not for one, but for TWO episodes. <3

    This conversation turns many ways - from the human-to-human relating front to the human-to-life, to-soul, to-earth explorations. Why do you want to be "a better person"? What is the difference between judgement & discernment? Are we here for quantum leaps or sustainable growth? What does it look like to take responsibility for your freedom & truly listening to your inner authority? If you were to die in 10 minutes, what would you wish you had done or experienced more in life? What does the version of you that is on a death bed have to say about your life?

    I recently saw a post asking: What is more important - the journey (Sagittarius energy) or the destination (Capricorn energy)?

    The answer was: the company. <3

    So come, hang out with us...

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    Play with Bodhi: https://underthebodhitree.8b.io/
    Meditate with Bodhi: https://insighttimer.com/samkahn
    Bodhi's podcast: Under the Bodhi's Tree

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    Play with me (through IG):  @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations
    Moar: https://cosmicassplorations.com/
    Book a cosmic session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations
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    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • "Underneath the pain is an endless ocean of ecstasy." - Jasmeen Hana

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    Jasmeen Hana is a soul doula, a holistic medicine woman working with Life Force Energy = the creative energy within us, our sexual energy + all the layers through which we journey in order to return to a place of empowered authenticity, innocence, self-worth & embodiment to be able to live our deepest truth.

    Her deep exploration of union of polarities & tantra has roots in her connection to Ancient Egyptian Shamanism & Kemetic Cosmology. Jasmeen is one of the facilitators of the Sacred Sexual Shamanic Experience Retreats with the International School of Temple Arts (ISTA), and she also holds her own Blue Lotus Ceremony Retreats & trainings.

    In this Scorpionic episode, we get a glimpse of the sacred temples through which her wisdom & mystery echo.

    In these temples of pleasure, we’re not only met with the darkness & the light, but with all of the shadows & colorful fragmentation in between. Meeting the angel in us as well as our inner animal. Marrying the Spirit & sex. Tasting the pain as well as its pleasure. Dancing with the royal chaos as well as the perfect order of life.

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    Can your chaos be welcomed & met with awareness? What is the difference between dark(ness) & light? What does darkness have to teach us & what is the role of the light? The distinction between the dark & the shadow Depression as a) repression or b) deep rest Sexual secrets, the unspoken & the unexpressed that is still Known Making love to the pain (the healing power of sex & sexuality) The shadow side of pleasure & sexuality (a millennia of perversity & repression of sexuality, manipulation, obsession, control, misuse of this energy, fixation, the unspoken agreements...) Kinks - the ’forbidden fruit’ kind of pleasure Sexual alchemy = transformation through awareness & heart Gods & Goddesses + divine archetypes as forces of nature & aspects of our constitution, our anatomy How can we approach sexual exploration after experiencing sexual trauma or when feeling very blocked around sexuality The bitter medicine & the power of the shadow

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    Connect with Jasmeen: https://www.instagram.com/jasmeen_hana_/

    The temples of Jasmeen

    Blue Lotus International Soul School: www.bliss.school

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    Play with me: @fevakristina

    Sensual Shadow Play Masterclass - get for only 33 eur here.

    Book a cosmic session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations

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    Much luv,
    Feva Kristina

  • My early morning post-meditation reflection. A quite vulnerable & personal share on what I've been moving through around this Eclipse season. Childhood stories that imprinted a sense of wrongness, not-enough-ness aka too-much-ness, shame & guilt, leading to repression, not feeling safe & supported, which is still sometimes showing up for me in a sense of victim + lack mentality. 

    In this episode, I share my process of leading myself back to wholeness, gratitude & love, without further repressing & neglecting the valuable, tender, hurting parts of me & my inner child. Sensual shadow play, baby. <3

    I hope this serves you, too, offers some loving + healing activation & inspiration as we collectively navigate this powerful Eclipse portal.

    Thank you for being here.

    I love you!!!!

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    Play with me (through IG): @fevakristina

    Moar: https://cosmicassplorations.com/

    Book a cosmic session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations

    1:1 3-months deep dive: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching (2 spots available until the end of the year)

    Cosmic Coaching application (with free cosmic date aka discovery call): https://forms.gle/mx259y11M24KLpzL7

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  • A unique & powerful cosmic AS*S session that is combining astrology, Human Design, Gene Keys, cards, Akashic Records & past life remembrance.  \

    Challenging our patterns & conditioning, bringing through activating clarity & deep soul recognition.  

    Expanding our awareness & reminding us of what (else) is possible, so that we can ground into clarity & truth, choose differently - in accordance with what feels more aligned & authentic to us personally. So that we can live in the most powerful & healing integrity.  

    This reading is packed with not only knowledge that these sacred tools of astrology, HD, Gene Keys hold for us, but also offers contemplative questions & wisdom nuggets that EVERYONE can benefit from.   

    Through feeling Nour (on the receiving end of this reading) land into her inner clarity & vision, open yourself up to feel & receive the energetic essence of this gift to expand you into yours.  

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    ASStrology = the love language of the Universe, revealing the love story between our human & our soul, awakening us to the healing powers of our own being.  Through the birth chart, it revelas a roadmap to our soul’s innermost desires, burning non-negotiables, empowering growth edges, heart-opening activations, soul-chosen lessons, our natural gifts & talents, the smoothest flow of our authentic expression, new fields of expanded potentials & wheels of our most potent & aligned inner power.   

    In the way astrology tells the story of the soul (your authentic soul evolution in this life), Human Design provides information of how we can support ourselves masterfully, to allow the mind to step out of the way & the wisdom of our body & heart to simply take us where we want to go with ease, peace, satisfaction, success & alignment.   

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    ABOUT FEVA KRISTINA (Cosmic AS*S witch)  Here to guide & empower rebellious souls & passionate visionaries to remember your infinite potential, step into your playful, raw, unapologetic expression, claim your fearlessly pleasurable nature & dance through life in your embodied authentic flow.  

    Creating a sensual lovership with the wholeness of You / the whole of Life.  

    Serving your soul through the art of ASStrology, Akashic Records, past life regression, Reiki energetic support, tarot + oracle cards, embodiment rituals, soul intimacy, cheeky reflections, love, magic & sensual shadow play.  

    Living the sASSy kind of spirituality.  

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    Play with me (through IG):  @Feva Kristina • cosmic ASSplorations    

    Moar: https://cosmicassplorations.com/ 

    Book a cosmic session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations   

    1:1 3-months deep dive: https://cosmicassplorations.com/cosmic-coaching  

    Cosmic Coaching application (with free cosmic date aka discovery call): https://forms.gle/mx259y11M24KLpzL7 

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    The cosmic babe on the receiving end of this session is Nour - an absolute gem of a soul. She facilitates 1:1 trauma release, inner child & embodiment sessions & is a talented ritualistic photographer based in Bali, using photography & hypnosis as tools to heal, transform & empower.  

    Connect with Nour: https://www.instagram.com/hypnowithnour/

    Photography profile: https://www.instagram.com/lightsart_/ 

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    THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE.  

    Much luv, Feva Kristina

  • Scorpio sting activates the deepest corners of our being & seduces us into the darkness of its Underworld. Endless inner caves shaped by mysterious emotional rivers echo with our most potent desires, expanding our longings for deep intimacy & “forbidden” passions that have a potential to dissolve us into pure Presence & unity with Truth.

    The intense rocking of these subconscious waves can often feel like dying.

    What would happened if you stopped resisting & just surrendered?

    What if you allowed your shadows to swallow you whole & maybe actually lead you to your own wholeness?

    Scorpio teaches us that death is just a part of the process, not the end; an energetic transformation.

    How can you support Death to do Her magic?

    How can you create a safe space to welcome intense emotional experiences into your loving awareness?

    Not to fix, judge or get rid of, but simply allow it to express & be witnessed. To lovingly & patiently sit in the intensity & discomfort, and get curious about the essence of arising triggers. 

    Listen to them, observe; how do they move, look, sound, feel in your body? What is at the core?

    These are all activations. The arrows that lead us to more of us. Anchors that allow us to drop deeper into ourselves.

    This Scorpio season, choose to dare to meet yourself deeper.

    Trust that your fears are here to expand you & your desires to guide you.

    Welcome this new level of internal power & intimacy with yourself and the world.

    Allow this season to reveal to you your emotional landscapes in a completely new way.

    The part of us that’s about to die is not the one that we don’t like, but the stories that make us believe we shouldn’t like them.

    So let’s play with our shadows, instead of hiding in them or from them.

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    I have a few yummy dance floors that can help you dive deeper into the loving embrace of these Scorpio waters:

    > SENSUAL SHADOW PLAY MASTERCLASS
    Recorded 2h spacious session to deepen understanding of what shadow is, how to recognise our shadows & lovingly play with them.
    - juicy guided reflection + powerful embodiment dance
    Come on in here.

    > THE ART OF EMBODIED ASSTROLOGY bundle (ex Cosmic ASS Gang)
    More about the journey: https://www.instagram.com/p/Ce25uLcAlvK/
    Get the whole bundle here, and one chapter here.

    > Book a cosmic session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations

    > Apply for Cosmic Coaching (1:1 intimate dance): https://forms.gle/mx259y11M24KLpzL7

    Play with me: @fevakristina

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    Much luv,
    Feva Kristina

  • "Love is not a relationship. Love is not what we do. Love is what we are." - Chandresh Bhardwaj

    Under the light of the Sun & Venus in Libra, the sign of partnerships & love, we are talking about love with a 7th generation tantra teacher, an adorer of the Feminine in all Her forms, a poet to the Devi Consciousness lineage & a true devotee of Kali Ma. Chandresh brings a modern context twists & thought-provoking ideas on how we perceive masculine and feminine energy through the primordial tantra wisdom traditions. With nods from The Dalai Lama and Dr. Deepak Chopra, he creates transformative meditation programs, provides spiritual advice to decision-makers in Hollywood and Wall Street, helps leaders to lead with awareness and intention, and facilitates spiritual programs for drug rehabilitation centers.

    I invite you into this unique "satsang" of love, where we dive into:

    *guest convo starts at 6.20 min

    Meeting Chandresh through his chart How can we understand love (& money) through Goddess Lakshmi (= Venus in Vedic Mythology) & Devi Consciousness (= Divine Feminine) How tantra views relationships & love? What is the difference between a tantric relationship & a sacred union (relationships as spiritual path) Different stages of love What is the healing that needs to be embraced before we are able to truly embody divine love? What healing are we avoiding that is preventing us to experiencing the love we desire?  How to hold space for transformation within relationships?  What does it mean to love freely? What makes us artists in love? How can we bring more art into loving?

    Chandresh the Instagram poet: @cbmeditates
    Chandresh's podcast Leela Gurukul
    Moar about his work: www.leelagurukul.com

    Play with me: @fevakristina
    Book a cosmic session (astrology, akashic records, tarot readings): https://calendly.com/cosmicassplorations
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    Much luv, Feva Kristina